super duper long entry

doomed. doomed. doomed. i dunno what da hell is wrong with me... i just cant control how i feel... i'm flarin up at everyone... i swear i'm gonna blow. i just feel so angry, so moody... shit, i've never felt this way before... i just dun feel like talkin to anyone... i dun wan to get involved in anything... i just wanna hide in one corner... i dun wanna face da damn world... i'm a lying bitch. a slut. a whore.

we skipped skool today... there was a new fac cumin in cuz mike tee wasn't in skool... man he was a terror... ahha he was freakin strict and his gradin system was like WHOA... u cant even score a B, let alone an A... anyways he threatened to make us all cry and blah blah... what a threat. hilarious. so we all skipped skool in da end... went to eat, and den we split into two grps... one went hme (of cuz i'm in dat grp), da other went shoppin *whoot* anyways, me and fah we went to slack at da lib for a while... what an exciting place to go, i know... but what da hell?i've not looked at a book for like ten thousand yrs... time to start readin and build up my vocab... very useful when attemptin to scold ppl =)

juls almost lost her lappie today... everyone was freakin scared, but she was so calm. amazing. if it were me, i would be HYSTERICAL! anyways three ppl brought her lappie back... at last, proof there are still some kind souls out dere... but we suspected it was actually stolen, cuz we left it in da ground floor gals toilet, and guess where it re-appeared? at da gals toilet, but second floor one... what da hell right? oh well, at least it's found.

i'm skipping skool tmr... basic science module... man dat seriously sucks... and sci was supposed to be one of my best subjects, and i can't even comprehend ONE SINGLE LESSON... oh well... so we're headin out for a movie... and later headin back to skool for some rally juls and fah have to go for... we're re-watchin red candy... lol... more like I'M re-watchin... da rest are watchin it for da first time... if only sy would come along... i would loveeee to see his face when watchin dat movie... whoot!

i'm so lazy to read ppl's blog nowadays... especially cher's entries... freakin super duper longggg... wah i keep scrollin down and it never seems to end... cher cher cher... she blogs rarely, and when she does, it's super long... i can't stand it!!! i feel like ripping her blog into pieces and throw it into da jungle when i see her entries... ARRRR!!! if u wanna see her blog (u'll know what i mean when u see it) her webby is http://candycoated-waterdrop.blogspot.com. heck, even her webby is super duper long... lol.

i know this is probably one of da longest entries i've written... looks like cher's influencing me... man, gotta stay away frm her...

i feel so confused inside... i dun even know what i want anymore... i can't even trust myself... sometimes i really ask myself... what da hell am i doing? i'm losing everything, everyone, even myself.